I am Hazel
I wonder if I will ever get to feel "normal"
I see a boy who makes me feel special
I want to cause no harm
I am Hazel
I pretend that the pain isn't there
I feel tired and weak
I touch the tubes leading from the tank to the inside of my nose
I worry I will hurt every one when I'm gone
I cry because I cant control
I am Hazel
I understand that I can continue fighting
I say that everything will be fine
I dream the pain will fade and nothing is spreading
I try to live life as normally as i can
I hope the medicine continues to work
I am Hazel
&
I have cancer
